James Sapara’s Personal Blog

There are times when living in an apartment like building can suck, and sometimes when it’s a hoot. Today it was a hoot for about 5 minutes. My sister Jessica was in the bathroom putting curlers in her hair when there is an ominous sound… farlappapoop. Now I thought this sound was from the tv in the living at first. But strange noises starting coming from our bathroom moments later. My sister comes out holding her gut and making these odd chucking sounds. I brace my self for the worst, she’s blown a gasket.
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Well today was the end of a good job. Don’t for a second feel bad for me thou, it was the right thing to do. I respect the choice my bosses made, because it gives the project the chance for success that it needs. I still feel like I let them down. I know I let myself down, but I rest easy knowing I gave it my best. I know I was hard on work in the past few weeks, but that was really me just venting superficial stuff about work. I’ll be moving back to Saskatoon as soon as possible, probably by the end of the month. I’m sure all those Saskatoon people will be thrilled I’m back so soon. I’m not really leaving many people behind in Winnipeg either, so it’s an easy move in that regard.

Well the long hours of work, at work are starting. Again there has been another urgent meeting to re-re-re-iterate the urgency of our deadline. I suppose I’m just too laid back to look panicicked, worried or crazy about it. They seem to read that as something like don’t care or don’t get it, which is far from the truth. Anyways, we get that out of the way and some how end up in a conversation with me talking about leaving again, thou I was much more serious about it this time. From my perspective there have been some choices along the way so far that do not instill confidence in me. Regardless, I’m gonna stick with the project until we either succeed or part our ways to try something else.

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