James Sapara’s Personal Blog

Oky, so I'm in my old highschool in Lumsden. They've made a few changes since I was there, so now its two stories tall and has a huge staff room around the middle. I start off in gym with a sudden sense that I need to get away. I start to slowly wander my way to the exit to the gym. There is a faint feeling of… I know this is a dream… Anyways, I start to think of how I'm going to get away from school while in the student lounge and remember I have my retro fitted moped bike in the staff room for some strange reason. I get the strange feeling I'm not a student, but actually a teacher. So I start to get to the staff room by I hear, of all people, my mother in side. For some reason I don't want to be seen by my mother, so I just hover at the door to the staff room trying to listen to what she's talking about. Of course I can't make out a single thing, so I decide to take my van…

At this point I have a flash of driving the van at high speeds with no seats in it. So I'm like kneeling there on the van floor driving at like 200km/h, weaving through traffic. The road is the fort quepelle road on the way to Regina, which is a little off from Lumsden, but close enough. For some reason the road seems to look blurred and thin. Even the van seems to be thinner and longer… like the motion blur of the movement was actually effecting the physical shape of the van…

Then I'm back at the door and hear someone walking towards it, so I start walking down the hall way to the nearest exit of the school. The steps continue pass the exit I take, I swear I hear my mom talk to someone again. I'm almost to the walkway that leads to the parking lot when I see my mom walking my way kinda… it wasn't really AT me, but if I would of kept walking she would of seen me. So I turn around and start walking back to the school. I hear my mom say, “Shoot, I need to goto the bathroom first” Strange enought that she was going to the bathroom and announcing it, but I had a plan. I would go hang out in the guys bathroom for a bit and wait it out. Oh my way to the guys bathroom I get this horrible feeling that my mom is right behind me, so I start to run… queue the whacky running effects! I'm running but its more like I'm prancing in low gravity than actually running. I eventually make it to the guys bathroom, but alot has changed. Its now got 2 urinals and like, 6 stalls. Weird thing about these stalls was that the doors and dividers where higher off the ground than normal. Again I hear foot steps coming, so I bolt for a stall. As I'm getting in a stall my… you guessed it… mother anounces that she likes this bathroom cuz of all the stalls. WTF! I'm like, freaking out cuz I think she'll recognize my shoes or something… but then, this other girl comes in under the door (like it was hard…). I'm fairly confused now by that… She starts to take my pants down. I'm feeling alot of akwareness, but I don't want to make a fuss cuz I'm positive I'll be identified if I speak. I hear my mother say… “Your all having sex in here, aren't you?” It's then I notice that the stalls on either side of me have more than one occupant as well. Strange days indeed, I had walked in to the casual sex bathroom apparently… Anyways, this girl continues to do her thing with me, while I continue to just be shocked that its happening. I don't recall even getting a complete hard on in the dream… the end.

Well I've had a swell time today! I woke up to my new stereo (Beasty Boy's Getting Live on the Set..) Sat around a bit, went to the condo… cleaned… cleaned… looked around… there was nothing left to clean! OMG, I'm done! Woohoo! So like, I took the last of my shit out… and… left. I'm never going back again! woohoo! Good riddence. I phoned my agent and told him that I was done with the condo. He came by later this afternoon and picked up the keys. I spent most of the afternoon chatting and doing bills. I figured out that I'm about to get ass raped in interest and have no money.. sweet eh? I'll be looking for a blank estate cheque soon… to fix that. I did some more cleaning in my room. Moved some stuff around in the kitchen and stuff. I still have tons of shit to do, but I'm slowly getting closer to… finshed. I have a final exam tomorrow in business law, but I'm not toooo worried about it. Tort law is easy, contract law is old to me… wills and estates is also easy to me… so I should do well. I'm thinking about asking my neighbour if I can use his lawmower… I think the grass it out of control now… damn.

Well lets see how today started… with me snoozing until 9:30! Ya, I'd like to call myself lazy, but I'd much rather say I'm dumb to be staying up so late. I promptly went to work on reading my psy textbook and finishing my midterm. I then moved to printing the stupid midterm, which ended up taking a really long time (stupid laser printer *KICK KICK*) Anyways, after that was done with I dropped it off at the University and headed to the mall to get my old watch fixed up. After purchasing a battery… I became… engulfed in a need to look at some citizen ecodrive watchs… and so I did. One thing lead to another and I had sex with this guy named Bill… just kidding… but his name was Bill. He gave me a SWEET deal on like… the almost best watch for me. Coming just shy of $300 it was worth almost every penny of the banks… err… right. Anyways, I should stop spending money now… I think I start the offical budgeting freeze as of today. Only on the stuff I need to stay alive and have minimal fun… ya… minimal fun! Anyways, I went to the condo and cleaned a bit more. Washed walls and vacumed more carpet… hehehe… Umm… I didn't have the heart to clean the kitchen yet, so hopefully I do that tomorrow. I basically wasted the rest of the day away until night class. At which point ralph and myself tried to keep hysterical laughter within ourselves… I'd mention the funny stuff… but perhaps its better that I don't Dropped ralph off at his place and then headed home. I don't recall doing anything useless since, but perhaps I did and didn't realize it

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Hmmm… What did I do yesteday… I believe I snoozed in forever… then got up… did some reading, bathed, shopped for food… talked online… more reading… called Ralph… picked up Ralph… watched “We Were Soldiers”… hung out…. took Ralph home… hacked…
Today I… snoozed… went to massage appointment… took almost all of the stuff left in the condo home… clean a bit of the condo… ate at Wendy's… Whacked… Shower… Hacked… Talked to peep's… Ate chilie and chips… felt like shit. YAY!

I think I need to start attempting to sleep on my back again. Waking up in a giant knot is not good for me. Sleeping weird has probably contributed to my ulnar nerve necrosis, so its definatly in my best interst to stop it. Also for the sake of my back and neck, which seem to be cramped up in weird and unusual ways. I made an appointment for a hour long massage appointment tomorrow at 10:20. Hopefully it helps me relax a bit this weekend so I can continue doing all of that homework and cleaning that needs to be done.
Kevin must of been mad at my yesterday. I was a bit of a hipocrite when it came to the “lets remember to close the doors when we leave” policy. As I left ALL the doors open, not just one. I thought the front screen door was locked, but apparently not. Then I also forgot to return his parking pass on wednesday night. It was more of an absent minded mistake… I was planning on returning it when I got home, but I got thrown off by kevin not being home (and thus is car)… I'm gonna put a set of keys for my car at the back as well so he can rumage through my car is nessesary. Then it kinda made a big deal out of me not yet paying him for the ram he got for me from ncix. While I understand that it has been a long time since I got the ram, I have asked him to get me an exact total so I could write him a cheque. Perhaps I could of been more persistant in asking for the total; but at the same time, if he really needed the money he should of got the total to me sooner.
Anyways, I need to find my psychology midterm and start planning my answers. Hopefully I can use the laser printer to print it off when I'm done… stupid printer!

Well um… I must say that last night/morning was probably one of the most… memorbal days I've had in a long time. I was talking to Anjie online when I had the sudden urge to go out for coffee. I asked if she was up for it and she said Jeff and Lindsay were on the way to her house to hang out. She said I was welcome to come, and I did. We sat in her back yard talking about senseless shit for the most part. Jeff said he would take my cat in two and a half months, so I'm thinking I'll keep the little devil until then. Jeff and Lindsay wanted to leave rather quickly, and they eventually did leave… leaving me and Anjie to our own devices. We went for a walk to the park, which was cool. We sat on baseball bench and talked for… well a long time. Eventually we walked back to her place and sat in the front yard. Her sister and boyfriend pulled up and had … sex… in the car for the longest time. I don't think they knew we were right there. After awhile the sex noises got tiring, so we went to the back yard. We just layed on the ground and talked somemore. It was great. We played 20 questions, and of course asked those naughty questions… muhahahaha. I was… well getting really attracted to Anjie at that point. Eventually I provoked kissing fight (aka make out session) I think we made out in the back yard for 2 hours almost. It was intermingled with talking and such of course. I don't think I've been so happy to be touched by someone else in a long time. My brain kept screaming, “YOU LOVE HER YOU CHUMP!!!” It was so… exhilarating. I guess I'm a sucker for falling in love… *sigh*… I'm sorry Auri

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